All you want. Here with me.

This is making me think through the day and night, this is making me think too much and i think about it whenever i'm not occupied. Its so unreal but it is so real. It is not true but it seems true to me. I'm so overwhelmed, I'm being enveloped by these thoughts. I'm so mixed up, my hearts stirring in a whirlpool. I don't want history to repeat itself, I don't want you and me to wear a smile and then frown. This is so irritating and you know i'm undecisive.