Savoring this heart that's healing

I've finally realized why i'm having such a hard time letting go,I've came to realized that you still remain as perfect in my eyes hence the reason why. I've finally realized that there's nth i can do & I've finally realized that i simply hate everything about you. I still don't understand why you left & I can't figure out how you stole my heart. I hate you for making me weep over the littlest things, I hate you for having such beautiful eyes. I hate you for drawing a start to this misery and i hate to see you falling for else one. I hate you for lingering around me and for the last time i'll be crying over this beautiful tragic.gnight R.